Saving You

I know you're weak but I love you.
It hurts me to see you get my share of love.

I know they love me too but I cannot feel it now.
I am sad, in despair, what should I do?

I lied to you once, it was for your own good.
Though am not happy about it, the pain will accrue.

They were too weak and I am not so strong myself,
I took your responsibility, I only wanted you to better.

I betrayed when you trusted me the most.
I'm sorry about it, have nothing to say.

They took you to the hospital and exposed your couture,
I held them in grief, thinking if I'd ever meet you again.

They told me you'll be fine, I wasn't so sure.
I loved you so much, I couldn't stop crying.

But you have won the battle of fate,

And brought glory to my life, our life.

See the change, this decision has brought to your life.

The agony, the pain, it all has rushed apart.

Adieu: My First

It was summer of 2010, when I first met you. I was coaxed to be with you, and be in love with you.

I was coy but they said she'll be good. So I went along with the drill and took the ride with her.

I met my cousins and it was a lure.
I was trying to cope, it didn't hit hard on me.

It was the first week, when I met her dad. He was the boss. Poised and overstated.

Then there were chores to do. We started with conversion. It was big, like a giant mountain. We climbed it together, step by step.

We went to Alpha, a cousin helped me. She taught me to crawl and jump and run.

The bravo was brave, I did outrun. We were 5 but 1. It wasn't long enough when I was holding the reigns.

Uncle Charlie told me, if the graphs are made right. We could actually do reporting. Then came the pain, had a fight with my cousins.

They told me to run for she wasn't meant for me. But I kept my heart strong and stayed with her.

The first year was discerning. I started falling for you then. I had hopes and even expectations.

Delta went smooth just like a monsoon. The clouds were thick white in the blue sky.

Just when things were great, I met someone Well Known. She was another bird, full of life.

But I realised where my heart was. So I came back to my bird and made her my world.

Few things echoed, I went on to centralize, keeping people's work in harmony. I did some telephony with her, it was magical.

Then the fox came. She was trying to bite but all in disdain. We kept her at bay. Away and sway.

There's only one pain, she didnt invite. To play the golf, the game so nice.

Now I am finally at the doorway. She'll ring my bells, may be she'll knock. But I gotta go, away away.

The Last of All

I'm dancing tonight but no one's watching me
There's a rush in my veins, its all toxin.

I see heaven, I see hell.
The bloody ship,its drowning.

Am deep inside the sea, the water's crushing my bones,
None can hear me, am crying out so loud.

I can see the stars, the sky.
Its dark night and vulnerable sea.

Am getting hurt but no one's watching me. The irony I'm trying to dodge.

I have my last words, who's gonna hear me? Crying at my loudest, they are just watching me, perhaps mocking me.

I feel them feeling my pain, its crazy, its insane. No wonder what they're thinking, my heart rains.

Now my reign is at the end. There's no shore I see. Sad, mercy and glee.

I wanna tell them how I love them, how they make my world. If only they could see me, I would make them feel the same.

The sorrow is deep, the heart weeps. I'm completely drenched, yet I feel the sweat.

Am scared, shivering. The soul is quivering. Another night, new disdain. I've lived my days, I've lived my nights. My music is about to end.

This was my concert, this is it.