The Last of All

I'm dancing tonight but no one's watching me
There's a rush in my veins, its all toxin.

I see heaven, I see hell.
The bloody ship,its drowning.

Am deep inside the sea, the water's crushing my bones,
None can hear me, am crying out so loud.

I can see the stars, the sky.
Its dark night and vulnerable sea.

Am getting hurt but no one's watching me. The irony I'm trying to dodge.

I have my last words, who's gonna hear me? Crying at my loudest, they are just watching me, perhaps mocking me.

I feel them feeling my pain, its crazy, its insane. No wonder what they're thinking, my heart rains.

Now my reign is at the end. There's no shore I see. Sad, mercy and glee.

I wanna tell them how I love them, how they make my world. If only they could see me, I would make them feel the same.

The sorrow is deep, the heart weeps. I'm completely drenched, yet I feel the sweat.

Am scared, shivering. The soul is quivering. Another night, new disdain. I've lived my days, I've lived my nights. My music is about to end.

This was my concert, this is it.

Life and Inspiration

So...nothing is static, nothing is perfect, permanent or final.

As the night passes by, do we lose time? or do we gain it?

Do we even realise that in a day we come back to the same position, we started our day from. One by one, bars in life cross and make it either stiff or subtle.

The moon looks so lovely on a full moon night. Nothing incomplete is beautiful or majestic. However, everything cannot be complete. Life will become too dull if things are stark. Where will the inspiration come from?

It'll come from within.

Little changes in life can completely bring joy and make you feel exulted. The subtle changes are not hard to indicate. Life isn't tough, unless we make it. It's crazy how we abandon & ignore the most important things in life, just like a male seahorse. The female lays egg in the male's pouch, keeping trust in him. Though, he abandons the part that should be the most important in his life, his children, just as they hatch.

Life gives us unpredicted results, some in our favor and some against.

The sun doesn't rise or fall. It is stagnant. Yet, we think that it is in motion.

No matter how big the sand house is that one builds, if it isn't made away from the shore, the waves will take them along with them. If it's made away from the shore, the sun will stiffen it and muddle it down.

Life is moving, so are we. The sun is inspiring and deceiving.

You don't wake up from sleep and become rich one day. Sun changes its color but never its course. The difficulties in our life are just the different colors. If we make our mind stiff and determination strong, no matte how many different colors we see in life, we will achieve success & satiate our desires. Even a dog doesn't pee until it finds a perfect spot, let alone the life. Life will strike an opportunity at the right time, if you don't grab it, it's gone. Life rotates, completes its circle and rotates again.

Why don't we fall, when the earth is rotating? You're correct, gravity.

As the sun comes up, the sea gets hazier no matter what season it is. When life tumbles, a similar gravitational force holds us and keeps us from falling down. Our part is only to keep holding on.